Today was the first day where it really hit me hard how much I miss my husband. Until now it was more that I missed he wasn't here to take care of my daughter to give me the occasional break most mothers of two year olds need. It may be the holidays are fast approaching, making me realize how lonely it is to be a military spouse - no family around, no close friends because I have no time to socialize and meet new ones whenever we move... it's a sad, lonely world sometimes.

My coworkers have been wonderful and very understanding. My lovely boss took our team out for an incredible lunch on Friday, followed by prezzies for everyone... including presents for any young children of team members! I can't imagine a better boss, and I will be sad to leave this department when the time comes. (Wiping another tear away from my eye as I write this...)

I had respite today, the worker was over a half hour late because she got lost on the bus. I forgave her, at least somewhat, because I take the bus as well and it can be easy at first to get confused where you're to get off, switch buses, etc. It turns out she wasn't that great a worker, she was friendly to my daughter which is most important, but she didn't cook lunch as I asked (microwaved some left over grain salad that I said to serve with lunch, and to not warm up). I'll give her one more chance and see how it goes. She wasn't horrible by any means, just maybe not as good as the others who have come.

Tomorrow is Sunday and I'm debating on going to church; it gives me a bit of a break but I'm not too thrilled about Christianity (I grew up with an extended Christian family) so it makes it difficult. Maybe I'll visit the Unitarian Church, they are all welcoming and don't push you or assume you believe. It's a welcome break from what I'm used to.